College applications. Memory tests. Futile job searches. Countless severed connections. Denied. Your whole life experience in a single manila folder. Too late. Laughing. Looking back at it all and laughing until your chest hurts. Tired. Sore eyes struggling to stay open. Waking up in an empty classroom not remembering why you're there in the first place. Taking medication. Thinking about how different things could've been. Lifepain.