Same Old.

It's the same old bullshit all over again. The continual cycle of good and bad days. The lethargy and the indecision. The melting of my mind. The ugly weather. The mess I made yesterday and my attempts to clean it up today, if I even try to. The pain that I have to somehow convince myself isn't really there.

I just want to take a really long nap. I'm so exhausted. I want to just go into a long dream. I don't care if it's a good or a bad one. Dreams are never boring.